Thank you for your response.
You said you weren't sure you wanted to be a Mom either, and now you could not imagine life being so rich. Do you mind my asking what it was that made you decide to become a mother?
I know it doesn't work for everyone, but it does seem that the majority of people are happy with children. Otherwise, everyone would stop at one. It's just very difficult to jump in to the unknown when you are so used to life the way it is without children. I obviously am a little afraid of such a big change. I know I was never one of those girls who dreamed of having children, but I also never thought I would have had such negative thoughts about it either like I did.