Not easy... to live for God and dont understand what he does or why he does it! Always keep in mind God's thoughts are way higher than ours.... And like you said that is how our faith is tested, the strognest you are in the lord the bigest the test you will have! Always remember a believer's life is not easy but worthit!
my name is joana i am 20 yrs orl had cancer last year and did 2 month of radiation this year since the cancer was found again and had to do a second surgery. I was born and raised in church had 3 different ministries at the age of 19 before i had to start treatments. The doctor said because of the cancer i cant plan on having kids for 5 years after the cancer is gone, and after those 5 yrs i would have to be really carefull if i wanted to have kids! ARE YOU KIDDING ME? i said! if i wanted to have kids? thats one of my biggest dreams...
All i want to tell u with this sweetie is that i would give anything to be able to have a kid, just one is fine!
And even though is hard i am trying to put my feet back on track and leave my life on God's hands!
I wish you the best, God Bless YOU!
