i don't know how much longer i can go on like this. i feel like things are tearing us apart. money, work, stress. for 4 nights now we have slept in seperate beds on seperate ends of the house. i feel so alone. last night i went in and asked him if i could sleep with him and he said he was pretty comfortable sleeping by himself. that hurt me so bad. especially when he told me that him being so comfortable sleeping with me is one of the reasons that he can't get up in the morning.
Life hurts many times. please have faith.
