Hi, thanks. I read that article and the one on mazes & labrynthes. My automatic first thought is that it has something to do with the date-rape I experienced in college, but it always seems like whatever is going to happen in the dream is
worse than that. (As far as rapes go, mine was fairly nonviolent, just a case of I said "no" and he wouldn't stop.).
The fear is overwhelming, the lack of control is almost as bad as the dream itself, I have
excellent control in my dreams, unless i'm taking ambien. I have noticed this dream comes more often when my depression turns toward my bleaker periods, or when my stress level peaks, but sometimes it hits me out of the blue.
I wish i could fully describe the dream, it just doesn't seem to come out with the same intensity here as in my head; its so frustrating! <img src="/images/graemlins/confused.gif" alt="" />
