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If I do not get up very late tomorrow I am guaranteed to at least have my entire morning routine in peace because they will go where we lived and this time it is not only for errands it is for visiting too so they will be gone for several hours.

Just got a call from mom, they are leaving and will stop at a restaurant before coming back so in about two hours the peace in the house will be gone. Still I am extremely happy with the hours I got today especially since it had been a very long time since I got this!

I just hit my head several different times plus my right thigh one time and then I hit my hands while saying why am I alive.

If someone needs another example of why I call my dad a psychopath I got one, a few minutes ago I was in the kitchen and (of course) was watching television and it was the news where so at one point they started to talk about a group of cyclists that were cycling and got shot by a bbgun and he thought that was hilarious, this is not the first time that I have seen him enjoy things like that but he never does when it comes with criminals they have him as a protector especially when cops are involved and when people say they should be punished for what they did.

I was able to have all my morning routine alone and a few more minutes of peace after that today.

I have been paying since I got that morning routine all by myself and for those extra minutes too! Right now they are both outside so the house is peaceful.

I have been having insomnia for a while now and last night after a few hours just when I was starting to sleep dad got up and then spent several minutes banging on the floor all over the kitchen and living room! He was outside with mom and came back inside to eat and most of that time was spent banging on the floor.

Just got a good news! Thursday they both will go sleep at Irene's! They will be back the next day but this still will give me a day by myself! !

Got a few hours of peace while they were working outside (dad came in to eat while i was finishing my morning routine so i could not have that - mom came in to ask me something during my breakfast and she did it normally) then a few minutes ago that peace was gone, almost immediately the nonstop banging on the floors started again.

A few minutes ago I annoyed dad and I was not even trying to do that ! I went upstairs to get a bowl and spoon and while I was telling something to mom I saw him from the corner of my eyes looking at me and then he raised the volume of his television so I made sure to keep talking a while longer after I was done saying what I wanted !