My heart goes out to everyone who has lost a child
I found that over the years it's not that it gets any easier I just handle it differently
But there are always certain days that still are very hard like birthdays and Christmas
Although my first born, full term baby girl Doreen only lived for 3 hours and i never got to see her But I felt her as she grew inside me. That was in 1965 To this day i mourn her
My last child Tommy was taken from me at the age of 13 A tree fell on him at a camp site and crushed his head in 1985 I never saw him dead also due to his injury That was very difficult I kept waiting for him to come home . Remember you are not alone This is a good place and a safe place to share your loss . Sometime you just need to vent (((hugs)))

Rosie L