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I was in a gift/souvenir shop with my family, looking around at all the beautiful and interesting items. Displayed on a table were some photographs and drawings of my deceased little boy. I wanted them very much and couldn't decide which to choose. I showed my husband and we settled on a few.
The thing is that when I looked at this beautiful pictures, my heart was very sad. I was overcome with the pain of missing him.
To survive the loss of our child, my husband and I had to approach it as though he is in some heavenly daycare, waiting for us. That he is not lost to us, just awaiting our reunion...
And so to dream about being in this souvenir shop, I know it reflects which mementos of him I want to keep. We try our best to think of him with joy during our waking life, but in my dreams, I still grieve...
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When I woke up for the last time all I remembered was a part of a dream but when I finally got up I had forgotten it.
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This morning I had a nice dream. I was flying and I saw people calling me. There were a lot of faces that I knew. I landed and started dancing with them. It was a party!
When dancing with somebody I instantly knew their potential and I was guiding them to do new moves. Everybody had it's own way of dancing and when seeing that they really could do something new so easily they started really trusting themselves.
So then they were strong and doing amazing things in their lives.
I looked outside trough a window and there were flowers everywhere. So many colours and species growing near a calm water.
Someone said to me that this beautiful garden is what I always wanted. I didn't remeber then, but when I did I said to him: Yes, and put some shimmering star lights in the water. :)
Last edited by golden feather; 05/22/13 12:14 AM.
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Lori-Dreams, I wish you comforting blessings for heart, your family, and your beloved child in Heaven.
Last edited by golden feather; 05/22/13 12:24 AM.
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To golden feather,
You see to me,I did not remember any dreams for last nite.To me this is a blessing,i suffered from Terror nitemares for 7 years.
loong
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loongdragon,
You have a very powerful name, I think you have a lot of strenght in you that will lead you for the best.
Even though I love to dream so much, there was a period in my life when pills were the only answer. Then I found something better: meditation.
I understand your need for soothing dreams and restful sleep. I hope you get them as much as often.
You can try listening to master zhi gang sha's singing on youtube before going to bed. I myself like to listen to angel meditations and use prayer.
I know that you've probably tried a lot of things till now and I wish you that you too find your healing answer.
golden feather
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Dear Golden Feather,
First ,thank you for your loving kindness and compassion. As I am writing this ,I am listening to The Green Tara Mantra. I do not listen to any kind of music but Mantras.
_/\_ loong
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I again don't remember any of my dreams from last night.
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Dear Golden Feather,
You are a Daoist.You master speaks of the soul,in Buddhism,there is no soul!
_/\_ loongdragon
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Dear Golden Feather,
You are a Daoist.You master speaks of the soul,in Buddhism,there is no soul!
_/\_ loongdragon
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