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Hi Yvonnie!

I don't think it has ever happened to me with receipts.

I was so scared when that "man" visited me that even if I would know what I know today I probably would not have the guts to say that (even without looking). When the other thing happened to me I did not think about that but it's something new that I had the guts to sit up and open my eyes for a little while.

If the next time the time thing happens and I will try to say that in case this is some type of message (it has not happened since coming here and ask that question).

You really sense that I am more positive? Thank you. I myself do not feel it but I am excited for something that is coming up for me, I still think to myself that it won't work like all the other times (i know that by doing something thinking that is not helpful...thats what years of being let down does to you) but I did promised myself to at least go for it one hundred percent and really try.

Thank you for the nice words and take care!

Nancy, the others are correct in sensing you are positive at the core of your being. It's hard for you to see because you are surrounded by a different vibration in your environment.

In addition, Elleise picked up on another important fact: You are a sensitive. It seems to me that you are in the stages of chaos and fear. As you develop, your inner calm will return. Clarity will come.

Perhaps, it is time for you to come into your own. Instead of just reacting to your outside world, cultivate your inner world and let your energy radiate outward and thus affect---even change--your outer world.

You're on your way.

I have to agree, though I hadn't thought it through in terms of what I went through way back when.

It feels like it's been so long, I'd forgotten...lesson learned

But, "Coming into your own" I remember that from the R.R. dream you posted. That sums up about what came through for me when I read your dream.

I didn't always fully accept what happens w/me in terms of intuition/flashes, etc. I didn't know, at first what I had, then actually went as far as self-sabotage and being angry w/God for making me such a "freak."

It was difficult to be positive in anything while you're fighting your natural state of being. If I remember...ya, I pretty much just wanted to die. I always felt like being on the outside of one of those snow-globes you shake and the snow falls down.

As human beings, we're all intuitive by design. Some people though have the components still that haven't been wiped out, due to their lack of use.

Thank you Lori!

All of you saying that you are finding me being more positive is helping me.

On April 9 it happened five times. 1:11 (am), 3:33 (am), 4:44 (pm), 5:55 (pm) and 11:11 (pm).

Are you also looking at the clock when it does *not* have repetitive numbers? How often are you looking at the clock?

Sometimes, we become obsessed about seeing a symbol so our attention is constantly upon looking for signs.

Try this: Say aloud or in your mind, "Thank you for getting my attention. I now am aware of the opening of my spiritual eyes."

Then, begin a regular practice of meditation in order to move onto the next step of your development.

The only times when I often look at the clock is when I have something coming up like now with my Hockey game at 20:00 (i also got up after 17:00 so that makes me more nervous about time).

I have to admit thought that some days I look just to see if I'll see these same numbers but not often (the last time was after i asked that question...the first time it happened after that i was feeling weird but i think it was just because i was nervous about that while thinking about it...it took a while before it happened again after asking the question).

Meditation will be hard for me, I often just try to clear my mind and just stop thinking and I can't do it for more than a minute, it rarely is more than just a few seconds. Hopefully when I would have taken the decisions I have to I will be able to clear my mind (i even end up thinking about things during my Hockey games!!! it starts with me fantasizing then i think about other things if i cant stop that...the only time when i was completely into something these past years was when i was watching Shumi drive).