Silent,
I am a newbie too. Although I have never encountered abuse I have known of others who have. I can imagine the trauma you endured. One thing I can say to you is go to God and tell him all. Pour out your heart to him, ask him to help you to get over this pain. You have met a wonderful man, he loves you and this is wonderful. See if you can find a Christian friend who can encourage you.
There are new beginnings for all of us. I will pray for you and do hope that your journey with your fiance will be a wonderful one and that God will strengthen you and give you the peace and comfort that he knows so well to give. Be blessed.
Last edited by Hodyah; 10/01/09 10:59 AM.