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I just read your very informative posts and I am surprised to read about the abuse cycle and therapy by writing.
I think this pattern you suggested does occur in our relationship, and it is not physical but a mental turmoil for me. I too was thinking that I should start writing, I have done that before too and I have felt good always by this way. But now in these days I had like to create an online blog to myself(not public)as I fear I do not want any book or papers to be read by anybody AND ALSO i will not probably want to burn them away. But honestly writing here so much has already lightened my soul and I am already feeling so good. God bless ya!

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I am writing again.Guys dont get angry with me.But I feel I have talked so much on evrything with him, discussed whole of my family, my life.He knows what is good for me, he has a ready advise for all I need.When I talk to him and tell him about a problem,I always feel good I get answers that I think are right .May be I too think of the same answers but he makes me realise what I got to do.He pushes me to succeed.I feel a oneness with him.He can go shopping with me and stand beside me at the shop while I buy my stuff, he can accompany me to any place I wanna go.I am very natural with him.I dont hide anything.I speak out whatever I feel.I dont care if I make a good impression.Yeah the problem of'Those' issues is still there.He seems to think I tend to take the world for a ride because I enjoy everything.I am presently living with my family who care so much for me and I have him to talk on phone and meet and be emotionally happy and I have a very good job to go to.and I am gonna visit different countries so he says I have 'devilish'habits of taking happiness out of evry moment of my life.I knw this sounds stupid.But he thinks he doesnt have a family as lovely as mine ,I dont love him passionately enough and he doesnt have as good a job as I have. And the past makes him insecure.So I am in a dilemma that though he fits into'THE LOSER' as I read the article in Jeanette's forum, but I feel he is too natural with me and so am I with him.Ok..may be I am being abused mentally but do you guys think that a relationship like this where you are your natural self with each other comes by often...hey sorry again if I have converted this forum into more like my journal but I hope its ok if I write my true feelings here.

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