I am so glad I decided to visit this site. I have been stuck in my grieving process. My husband died three years ago. He had cancer. He was only fifty. We were having problems before he died. He felt the need to confess an affair that happened over twenty years ago. Since then he had been saved and became a new person. But I couldn't forgive him. I really tried. We argued... alot and often. He finally became violent. Then he got really sick. We never had closure. So now I am stuck on angry. I loved him so much. I know God knows best, but this is not fair. I wish I could be in Heaven too.
