My big fear is losing my mind - not being in control. There was a movie one time - big anti-war movie called "Johnny Got His Gun" about a soldier who ran into a landmine and had both arms and legs blown off, and became blind and incapable of speech (I think due to a lack of a bottom jaw if I remember correctely). And although his outer ears were blown off, and everyone assumes he's deaf, he can actually hear everyone - just can't communicate with them. So here's a living, breathing,
thinking person completely trapped within himself. I also know of real-life stroke victims who go throuhg much the same thing. Input going in is probably fine, but output is all garbled - and it is EXTREMELY frustrating fot the person whose body is bound by these limitations.
Since my whole life has been spent relying way more on my brains than my looks (ha ha), to lose that control is terrifying. To think that someone else would have that control
over me would be even worse! People doing things for my own good - {shudder}, and that's not even counting those that might not have my best interests at heart

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