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Another thing Mat did was when I was trying to get my stuff back and telling him what I wanted him to send back, he wanted to keep my friend Cyndal's picture! He's only spoken to her on the phone once or twice. That creeped me out especially. I think we've all found ourselves with this horrible men but at least now we have a chance to sleep sound because these guys are (or hopefully soon will be) out of our lives for good. Here's a good song for all of us to our guys..it's by Melanie C. (Yes, of the former Spice Girls) and it's called "You'll Get Yours"

Should have trusted my own feelings
But I silenced intuition
When you sacrificed your honesty
I believed that you would be there
To protect me and help me with all I'm going through
There's a joy to being free
That you could have taken from me
But I found the strength to walk away

If you turn the pages and you look inside
There is nothing of me I feel that I have to hide
If you turn the tables and look at yourself
Is there something you fear that you would have to confess?
Many things will come to pass
I can live with that
I can't help but wonder when you'll get yours

I'm so happy I have moved on
I heard you are regretful
But you sacrificed your dignity
With the power you have abused
You disgust me and trust me I'm not the only one
Haven't I already proved
That I'm better off without you
I'm so glad I walked away

If you turn the pages and you look inside
There is nothing of me I feel that I have to hide
If you turn the tables and look at yourself
Is there something you fear that you would have to confess?
Many things will come to pass
I can live with that
I can't help but wonder when

For all the lies and your manipulation
For all the times I never felt good enough
You pushed me round
And put me down
To satisfy your childish ego
For all the times you made me feel worthless
The power struggles now I couldn't care less
It's after you
There's nothing you can do
What goes round comes round

If you turn the pages and you look inside
There is nothing of me I feel that I have to hide
If you turn the tables and look at yourself
Is there something you fear that you would have to confess?
Many things will come to pass
I can live with that
I can't help but wonder when you'll get yours


=) Rock on guys

WOw Meghann, I actually read all of it and it really inspired me to do the same. Me and the guy has been on and off for the past 4 years. We would agreed to be friends after a fight, and then do things that more than friends would be doing, and then I'd get all emotional and "feel" like he may be wanting me back, and then he would rejected me again. There were times that I told myself I would let go and go my own way, I couldn't do it. I would think that it's better to be friends than nothing. I mean, in my head, he's a great person and all, but toward me, he's nothing but a selfish bastard. There were times that I fell apart because of him. Your story really inspired me that if I can just hold on to this, the out come will be better. I feel so miserable now, but I'm afraid that I'd feel worst later on. Every morning I wake up, the first thing that cross my mind was us before when we were truly happy, when he still wanted me. It just made me sad.