thank you all for all your advice. They are very helpful to me. I'm still working on getting over this man. I kept telling myself that this guy has changed and he is not the "one" for me. I kept telling myself that I deserve a way better man who is willing to appreciate and accept love as well as give love back in return. I've been putting up so much over the years and this is time for me to sit back and gather all that love and put it on myself. I hope I can just hang in there and go by one day at a time. thank you all for all your advices.
