"why does society place this one women that we have to get married, have babies and then our lives will be fullfilled?"
I understand what you mean there. I suppose, in a big way, that the CF are rebels. I know I reject a lot of what mainstream society would have me do. It is unfair for a woman's worth to be determined by her reproductive ability or her family.
Lucky star, you have my sympathy...it sounds like you're not having a lot of fun right now. I suppose it's very stressful. Even though I don't like children, I stick up for the single mothers at my workplace for this very reason...they always seem so tired and drained.
I suppose all you can do is do your best...they say happiness is a choice, so we just have to accept our life situation and make the best of it. Some of us are CF by choice, some really want kids but can't have them, some have kids they don't want, some have kids they can't handle. None of us are prevented from seeking happiness, however. I suppose different things just make different people happy, and "boring" is different for everyone as well.
