Oh, but Janet, isn't that what Tarot SHOULD be about? Learning our life lessons, whether we want to or not!! :-)
(Besides, I'd never shoot the messenger.)
When I got back to Tarot, after many, many years of still owning a deck (the Marseilles - and maybe that's why), but never touching it, it was mainly as a tool for meditation and growth.
BTW, a bit of a non sequitur, but somewhat related - I inherited a pendant from my great-uncle, the artist (yes, a REAL artist!) which I've been trying to find out about.
My uncle was born around the turn of the century, and studied, in addition to art, astrology, and other mysteries. (This I got from my mother, who grew up in the same house with him, and admired him greatly.) Mom used to say that he had a teacher, who was on the west coast, and would visit his students by astral projection.
After my mother died, and my sister and I were dividing her jewelry, we discovered this pendant or possibly watch fob, which my sister believes belonged to our Uncle Faust. Since she is a Methodist, and I'm the one interested in other forms of spirituality, we agreed that it would be better if I received it.
I have an image of it posted at:
http://www.victory-farm.com/stuff/pendant.jpg The scanner washed some of it out (especially the ruby, which is quite lovely), but the stones all appear to be real, and are as follows:
ruby, possibly jasper, emerald, sapphire, onyx or jet, possibly tourmaline or fluorite, amethyst, turquoise, topaz, opal, aquamarine, bloodstone.
The center is a crystal (probably quartz), and behind it is an engraving which is hard to see, but is a cross, with radiance around it, and a design behind it which might be a horseshoe or a very crude omega or maybe even pi. (VERY hard to make out!)
Inside the top triangle is what could be a representation of Stonehenge or possibly YHWH in hebrew - although, if so, it doesn't seem to be quite right - more likely stonehenge (especially given the Walter Scott reference).
The words which have been applied (not engraved on the original piece, but on an applied piece of gold) are Walter Scott Hall. (I'm thinking this is "Hall" as in a specific lodge or temple or location of a farflung organization.)
On the back, there are, next to the backs of the twelve small stones, the twelve zodiac symbols.
Okay, I've gone on a bit about this (in part in the hope that something will ring a bell with someone, but also) because, by another totally roundabout way, I've been looking at BOTA.
Every time I see the BOTA tarot deck, I'm drawn to it, and I'm thinking of buying one finally. I just haven't found the perfect deck for me yet, and I don't know if this would be it, but I do like a lot of things about it.
But, I was interested to discover that BOTA discourages the use of Tarot as a divination tool. Anyway, while I was puttering around, trying to learn more about them, I began to wonder if Dr.Case was the teacher that my uncle thought so much of! Obviously, I have to do a lot more checking, but the time period is right, and Dr. Case was originally from New York, as my family was.
I haven't yet seen anything that links him to astral projection, but it wouldn't surprise me.
Anyway, if I've violated some posting rule by straying a bit off-topic, I apologize. But the Astrology and Tarot connection made me hope that you or someone else might be able to help with this.
I guess the pendant has come to mean a lot to me, and I'd hate to learn that I don't like - as in actively dislike - what it represents. But, on the other hand, I'd want to know.
I also find myself wondering if all this is just leading me where I need to go in this life.
Anyway, love and light - and LOTS of warmth to you!
Mary