Ah, Janet, you're a brave one to take that many ibuprophren in a day... lol! My poor stomach wouldn't tolerate that at all... I hope you've faired better since a week ago now. Have been lighting a candle every night for you and sending healing energies into the Ether to you.
Just got done reading the AstroForcast, and would like to post my impressions of my cards... I was born as a Leo with a Cusp of Virgo, so I assume I would use both Leo and Virgo cards? That is how I'll base my impressions anyway... let me know if I don't need to do that.
I definitely have been through a lot of "memories" lately... not just childhood, but early adult, and especially in the relationship department, remembering things and just now realizing what happened, and gaining the insight that if I had just held out a little longer, it may have turned out better than I thought it would, that if I'd let things play themselves out instead of taking "control" and breaking things off, maybe they would have still ended, maybe not, but maybe I'd be on better terms with those people today.
I am also dealing with a lot of "extra baggage" at present, exactly as the reversed 6 of Cups would imply... there are a lot of things I've been working at letting go of, and it's a tough process, every time, lol!
I have been focused on the past way too much again, and I've discovered "again" that as long as I do that, I can't move forward... eh. I'm such a slow learner at times.
I think I've been trying to "cover up" feelings of insecurity, and a bit of disappointment (honeymoon's over?) in my new-but-not-so-new-anymore relationship, and I find myself looking for all the things that can be "wrong" with "him" rather than all the good things about him... that seems similar to the messages of the Father of Wands, reversed... have been trying conciously to focus on the good, but with my health issues being the way they are, and Christmas being over now, and winter finally "settling in", depression makes the battle a bit tougher. I deal with this quite often, and so it gets rather hairy. I think in looking at all the things that "could be" wrong in the relationship, I then have "ammo" to sabotage, which I do by "blaming". I haven't done it yet, and may the Goddess help me if I do, for I usually kill relationships very quickly when it happens. But, as I've said elsewhere, depression usually "hits" when I think I've lost choice again, and so the most obvious thing for me to do is look at what I think I have no choice in anymore, and then determine what I need to do to feel empowered again. So, I believe that focusing on the good is a good start.
'llysa