Thank you both Burt and loong for both replying to my email. It is good to read that I am not alone when it comes to memory issues. I too have allot of difficulites with remembering a good majority of the past. Oh loong it too makes allot of sense about living in the present and leaving the past where it belongs and so I will try to not worry about the future, especially something I at the moment have no control over. I think it is going to be good being a member of this forum. So much positive vibes!