ok burt i get it.
how about letting your ego die?
how about stopping your thoughts,breath go inside and let your grief and powerlessness come out without any judgement so you can look at it and understand it so it never bothers you again and so you can rise again. how about invoking it with music that is related to it or a memory or an object?how about bringing your darkside to the light and becoming one with yourself,and no more armor/ego?how about just letting go,so that what has been cut off goes back home?
you spend a lot of time in that room and there s a lot you can t look at within yourself but it keeps on living inside you and you build yourself an armor so you can keep going.so what is it you don t want to look at?
the outer self is what YOU create to overcome what you truly are cause you feel that what you are has no power and is worthless.
the situation that makes you create an outer self is what you do when you can t validate an event,the ego in that case is like the tower you re going to build so you can runaway from who you are.this is the easiest way out and it is the way that is non eternal and that ends up destroyed in the end.
by letting go of you ego you can die because only what you are can change and die for real.the ego is like solving a problem from the outside.you have to go back tothe beginning of BURT.so you can really be what you are and not read what you think you llnever attain,cause if you read it then you can become it.
