Glassquatch - is she still alive to ask her? That might be something interesting to know - maybe she never did read them and it was just random chance. That's a shame that you "lost" all of those thoughts of yours.
It might be worth it to sit down and write down all your memories of those years now. I know it's later - but still, if you wait another 10 years it'll be even further away. Things you remember now, you might not remember then. And as time goes on, you might remember other things. It's a way to preserve parts of your past. You might enjoy reading those memories in 10-20 years.
