Hi Pearl! I do not know if anything that I have to say will comfort you but I will sure try. I am an intuitive reader. You may not believe in psychic things but please just ponder what I have to say. What has happened to us in the past has a great bearing on our future. There are many people in the world who disbelieve in the fact that we have had past lives. Many people believe that this is the one and only existance. How then is it possible that we are so different and some of us even suffer to the point of mental, physical, and emotional extremes starting very young in life. I refuse to believe that this one is chosen to be so radically depraved and another is born with a golden spoon in their mouth unless there is something to be discovered and learned from starting possibly before their actual physical birth. These differences just don't come out of the blue!!!!! Picture this; Sicily, 1941. No forget that. I am getting serious now! Say that there is such a thing as past lives. Now picture a child that has been abused even to the point of death in one of them. I am just stating this as an example. At some point our advancement towards enlightenment we will probably have to face this event so we can become eventually complete in our evolution. In any lifetime the horrors that hit us cannot be swept under the rug for the sake of our mental health. I am only asking that you ponder the fact that there is no blame or fault here just that there may be an element of your evolvement through life that has not been known to you. Although I have never been through exactly what you have been through, I may have suffered situations just as deeply as you have and when I learned of all the possibilities of release and been open to them I was helped and got past it. There are many things that I have to learn so please do not think that I am in any wise a guru, high-head, or know-it-all. I just believe that your being open to all possibilities will eventually give you the real scoop which will empower you to get past this. Please seek help from some sort of spiritual professional that is gifted in metaphysics and healing or a spiritualist gifted in the realm of past life therapy. This must be someone that you feel deep in your heart that you can trust. They are out there!!!! Your bump in the road is not unknown to any person seeking help in depth. The secret is where to look!! My very best to you in peace and love!!! Blessed Be

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