Holly,
I act like a machine.
I think of all the work I have to do.
I have a bed next to my PC.
I work on my PC and try to control my feelings.
Whenever my loneliness overpowers me, I lie on the bed.
I call my sweetheart and ask her to come back.
I get tired.
I come back to my PC.
My children are a great support.
They do not know of what goes on in my mind.
So they talk to me of work.
That is how we are able to accomplish something.
