Thanks Sian for your reply. All my friends also comment on how strong i am but it has been so very hard emotionally and physically. I think i have been kind of numb the last 5 years but i dont picture myself without children so that keeps me going i suppose.On the good side i just seen my first heartbeat on friday.I am nearly 10 weeks. We are a lot more hopeful this time but still trying not to get to excited.
Thanks again
Belinda
