Hi, SueRappid. I'm sorry you're feeling such a struggle with your looks. You are right, a lot of movies do show thin, beautiful women, and when you're not feeling good about yourself, this can be difficult to see. However, I've noticed that during times in my life when I felt good about my body, I didn't pay much attention to pictures of thin beautiful women. It was only when I was in a bad place about my body image that looking at beautiful women was painful. Since you can't control the media, I'd try to focus on accepting your body just as it is, finding things to wear and do that make you feel your best and learning to promote the parts of you you love. You may find the images don't have as great an impact then. Let me know how you're doing, and thanks for sharing.