I stare at her wondering if I did something wrong She sits there listening to her favorite song I knew I would love her the night we met I couldn't deny it, love was a sure fire bet She looks up from time to time She sees my pain, but she doesn't let me own it like my own She blames herself without a word She doesn't speak, she won't be heard She's a self sabotage, A murderer of love She was unhappy for so long, can't she see what that has done She let me in, now she wants me gone She promised me things, that I'd never be alone She tells me she leaving and then she stays She tells me she loves me, but the games she plays I stare at her with fear in my eyes Why won't she love me, she watches me cry