Hello
I am from Turkey and I am 18 years old. I don't know if I am a lesbian but I do not like men
and I like to touch and caress women. The first time I realized this was at age of 12, while
still in the bathhouse with other girls. While brushing back a friend and touching her I
felt a feeling of pleasure that do not meet until then. Since that the day when I went to
the bathhouse was the happiest day of the week for me. Then, at 13 years was my clitoris cut
as is the tradition and I thought I will not have such feelings. But I continued to like
women and to feel aversion for men. Unfortunately, because of the religion and customs is a
crime to be a lesbian here. I could never share my feelings any girls. I do not know if any
feels like me. I was sold by my father to a man of 46 years old and I will have to get
married in a few months.You are so lucky to be able to love who you want, you do not need to
hide your feelings, you can kiss the woman you love...must be great.Unfortunately, I will
never taste the pleasures so normal there and so prohibited here.
