loong, you are most welcome and I thank you for your kindness.
There are different reasons why we suffer. Sometimes, it is in our karma. Sometimes, we have pre-mortally made agreements to take on certain burdens to help others, to spiritually progress, to experience suffering. Sometimes, very valiant souls do battle in this manner as the cause of such suffering comes from dark entities.
I do not know why you suffer but my heart aches for your tortuous ordeals. If by any chance, your suffering can be lifted, I will ask for as many people as possible to pray for your protection and strength. For your relief and release from pain and suffering. If there is a way, our love will find it.
If you are reading this, anyone, please keep loong in your prayers. Pray for his relief of suffering and from night terrors. Pray that he will be able to have a peaceful night's sleep during which his mind, body and spirit can have rest. Send loving energy to him, encircle him with a white light of protection and fill it with love. Love for our brother, for this sincere and sweet soul who has chosen a difficult path so that ours might be easier.
God bless you all for your help. God bless loong!