A long time ago I used to do cards. More to separate my feelings, because my feelings were too intense.
Anyway, it's been some time and I no longer really rely on them I guess? So I may have the definitions wrong exactly but I'm going by my feelings.
If this was my spread, considering the amount of tie that has passed, after this, I'd put them away and just sit with this for a few weeks/months.
What I get is that the concern has to do with a heavy male influence and your intuitions are probably correct, but not something to obsess over. Temperance or balance would benefit the situation.
From here on out, trust your intuition yes, but in balance and step with confidence. There are movements behind you, but I see you, in my mind, like the solid fishing pier people go to that extends into the waters.
Basically you lose more by focusing on the past and insecurities. After awhile pick the cards back up and I'll be you see things a great deal clearer