Hi Speechlessss,
I hope you return, I just joined in the forum and I read your letter. Please, Please take this serious, it is not to be ignored when a man, abuses you, you will not have a chance to protect yourself (or your son) if you don't stop it now, I learned my lesson with my aggressor,there is NEVER a good time to report it, you can make peace with yourself that there was a wrong decision to stay with him. all victims actually go through the stage of " I wonder if he will change, he said he would, " don't believe words, trust that his actions speak much louder than his words, I wish i was there face to face to tell you , that you just have to be strong, and you can find happiness one day, with someone who loves you FOR REAL.