It is not your fault, she is being rediculous. I have a girlfreind pretty close to that... She can do no wrong, I want to make greeting cards to have money to pay my bills and be able to go on trips. etc together and she plans her stuff like cleaning the house or going to garage sales... Basically blowing the entire day so I don't have time to work on my cards, then she complains that we don't have money to do anything.... Hello , we could have money. Today she really upset me because I have 2 bills coming up and she wants to go the race, split the driving/ gas money, I don't even have it for the bills. She is trying to blame me for things, so I understand what your going through, but I see my girlfreind 24/7 and I don't ever get out by myself, which makes it difficult too. Don't beat yourself up over it, it is not worth getting upset and don't feel bad and if you need to talk I am here for you.