I had a miscarriage about 6 months ago. My boyfriend and I hardly have sex now, like once of twice a week. and before the miscarriage we had sex like 3 times a day... Its not him its me not wanting to.. not even really getting turned on at all.
I also have lost my meaning and purpose in life. I find myself wondering why I am here, what is my purpose, what is everyones purpose in life? Why are we all here? All I do is work two jobs and read in my spare time or sleep. And I have also gained like 20 lbs.
I am not in any way wanted to kill my self or inflict any self-harm. I just want to know what can get me better. I am suffering inside and so is my relationship. Has anyone else felt like this?
