About friendships in general, and relationships in particular, been considering this for a while. I am the only woman not married among my friends and coworkers, and I have/had, not sure whether it is coming to a natural closure, someone who seemed to care about and be ss interested as me as I was in him. We have been friends, with an occasional hint of more, for seven years, and in the last year he lost his job, and has been working on rebuilding his life.
While I accept that, losing someone I cared for hurt deeply, and I am trying to decide whether to just walk away from him, I feel pretty much like I'm nothing, and not because of him. What stings is the past few years of my life, it seemed people blamed me for what was wrong in their lives, and for me having so much when they had nothing, blaming me when I didn't just do what they wanted, and god forbid I have someone who gives me joy, because their spouses aren't that great and they wrecked my sense of joy in life.
I didn't use to care so much, I made good decisions and didn't rely too much on others. How do you choose whether to stay or go? I had enough to deal with, maybe you people should have taken responsibility for your actions rather then dumping it on me.
Last edited by Keaghry; 04/26/08 02:28 AM.