I do not understand this at all. I am 17 and I am due any day now. I am a single, white female, having a biracial child with no one to turn to. I have no family except for my mother and sister. my mom was sooooooo mad at me because of the race thing, I now live in a apartment paying 25 dollars a month. I was asked in the begining of this pregnancy if I would get an abortion and I just couldn't, a life is inside of me, and she is a part of me, I asked myself what if my mom had got an abortion with me? I thank god that she didn't, you see even though this is going to be extremly hard for me I love life and I know that everything happens for a reason. GOD DOESN'T GIVE US ANYTHING WE CAN'T HANDLE!!
I ask you this....WHY CAN'T YOU HAVE THE BABY AND GIVE IT UP FOR ADOPTION?...WHY CAN'T YOU GIVE THE BABY A CHANCE?....WHY SHOULD THE BABY SUFFER BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT HIM/HER?....WHY NOT GIVE HIM/HER TO SOMEONE THAT WANTS A BABY MORE THAN ANYTHING?..IF YOU ALREADY HAVE KIDS WHAT IS IT GOING TO HURT TO HAVE ANOTHER ONE AND GIVE IT AWAY?
THOUGH YOU THINK THAT THE CLINIC WAY IS APPALLING I THINK THE MISCARRIAGE WAY IS APPALLING. TO ME GETTING PREGNANT JUST TO KILL IT IS APPALLING. JUST LIKE THE SAYING IT TAKES A BOY TO [censored] BUT A MAN TO RAISE A CHILD THE SAME GOES FOR YOU.
I applaud your courage Whitnie AND your love for your child. Your young but plenty of women out there became Mothers at your age, you can do this and do it well. The first thing you need, you already have and thats LOVE for your child. I think you might be surprised how your Mother might come around once you have your baby, its hard to look into the face of your grandchild and stay distant and mad, even if the baby is biracial. Your little girl will be SO pretty, your Mother won't be able to resist her, she will see things in your child, that she saw in you.
Please stay in touch and let us know how your doing. I applaud you, I honestly do for cherishing your unborn child and not taking what some call the easy way out. I was single and pregnant and I could NEVER have had an abortion. Its been hard at times but its been worth it. Never for a moment have I regretted my decision. I knew if I had an abortion it would be a tragedy that would follow me the rest of my life.
My daughter is 10 years old now and the center of my life. Her Father decided he didn't want to be involved. We have had a great life. We love it just being the girls.
Please keep in touch and let us know how you are, you might feel alone at times but your really not. Its important to remember that.