hi im a newbie here. I had a miscarriage back in 2001 and then i had a beautiful son in 2001 and and in 2004. This year i've had 2 miscarriages with in 3months of each other. And the dr dont knwo what is causing. Hubby well he's been less than supportive. My family realy dont wanna talk about it with me. And no one can really completely understand why i cant look at pregnant women or new babies. Least of all hubby. After the second miscarriage he just told me to get over it after he told he was gonna be there for me. And now the dr is saying that if i get pregnant again it will be high risk and that i sould have to be monitored closely and hubby says why risk it. And he knows i so desperately wanna try for a girl. And the fact crushed me. Now i cant help but think of the idea of never bein able to hold a new born baby in arms agian.