Hi there�First of all I would like to say how sorry I am for the loss of your baby boy.
I totally understand what you�re going through. Earlier this year on 22nd April 06 I had a missed miscarriage at 18weeks pregnant. My baby had died at around 15weeks but I experienced no obvious symptoms. My due date was 23rd September and my baby would have now been 2months old. Time has passed and everybody has moved on�ME? Day by day I feel my grief in a different way. I feel the emptiness and think of my shattered dreams�Then I feel guilty, I have a little girl aged 6half and am grateful for her health�I know that I have been blessed with the wonderful gift of motherhood and when I ask myself why has this happened? Why has my baby boy been taken away? Why instead of my baby in my arms, I have to find comfort at a cemetery just to feel close to him? I think of people who long for but have not yet been blessed with motherhood. The longing future parents who have never conceived, the ones who have conceived but never born, the ones who have born but have lost, the ones who have brought up then tragically lost�so in this I find comfort and pray for everyone who has ever experienced loss, I pray for everyone to one day experience and fulfil their desire to become parents�God bless
If you need to chat, I�m always here to offer support�because I know what it�s like when you�re stuck in time but the world continues going round you!!!
In regard to when to start trying again�I think when you�re ready, you�ll know�Some people try more or less immediately�My miscarriage was 8months ago and I�m only just starting to plan & think �maybe soon�. You have to not only be physically ready but also �mentally and emotionally� ready�.But, you�ll know!!!