Debbie,

Thanks for wanting to help me smile!

I know I eat awful. I was actually going to start eating better but then my life got worst with every day then my health left me (if i would of gotten something serious at least still being sick would be obvious but i was told it was not serious at all and yet here i am) so I figured the hell with this.

I am focusing right now on getting more money aside. If I stay with these monsters after the house is sold (there are MANY things that would have to be done for that and it will take a miracle for this all to happen) I will eat better. If I finally break free I do not know if I could eat better right away, I want most of my savings to be set aside so that would depend on how fast I get a job.

I started exercising again in August, it is a simple exercise that I tweaked twice but at least this is better than nothing.