Joy,

I need to make a lot of decisions and do a lot of things. I have done that many times in my life and always abandoned but this time I cannot even start, I was supposed to this Autumn and here were are in April and it is still not started. Maybe with a real plan that makes sense and finished I will finally start, when it is started I hope this time I can stick with it and finish because I am forty years old and not getting younger.