I remember one dream.

I was supposed to meet Michael Schumacher but I was afraid of what he now looked. I went to an hospital and they let me meet someone who was in the same condition. That poor man was acting like he was brain dead, he was half covered and he had a diaper on nothing else. I was already crying and cried more when I saw him then when I thought about Shumi. I finally asked the doctor after a while of him telling me a few things if he looked to be aware and he said yes then gave me a few examples and then I asked after a while are there at least one example of someone like that ever coming back to his or her normal self and he said no. I was trying not to be mean in case that poor man could understand everything and thought a lot about the words before saying them.