Yesterday I went to bed at 3:05 and got up at 10:48. I finished the planning (thought about it many times every single day - turns out that its not over because the email account from my provider i have been using since the 1 i had suspended me decided that 2 of my friends could not be reached by them so if it was not just for yesterday i need to get another email which means at least waiting a day to start what i wanted to do), watched Judge Judy at 18:30 and contacted SFS for a one-hundred-twenty-third time. It was a bad night and a very bad day.