It does suck!

I know material things is not the most important thing in the world but it was important to me.

Almost everything I had is not available anywhere even on places like Ebay plus all my teddy bears (and elmos and etc) were all in bags and I walked right by them and did not even think of saving them, sometimes I just start thinking about them or they end up in my dreams. I know they were not alive but they were kind of like kids to me. Thankfully I still have my four musketeers!