Well, Sheryl. Your higher self--your spirit self--already knew he had passed. May he be at peace...
And Jana, I laughed when I read about your sandwich dream. On one note, if I were to interpret it, I would say that it is your higher self encouraging you to "sandwich" a few characteristics in your erotica writing: a bit of humor (ham), a LOT of spice (hot sauce, jalapenos), a little cheesiness with a twist (pepper jack)...and some beefy parts. hehe.
But the again, as Sigmund Freud said about dream symbols, "sometimes a cigar is just a cigar." So maybe you're hungry for a spicy sandwich. Just eat it. LOL.
