I haven't had much time to look around since I have been back to see what happened when I was gone. I was hoping it was better with you, your husband and your house.
I have the feeling that my sould is dying (sad feeling) and I feel trapped with no way out. So of course I also have no energy (told Lori that i have been on autopilot for some time now). I am currently working on getting back some energy so I can do something about my situation. My body being lazy because of me then the stress brought by my parents were awful but now that I feel my soul dying it is much worst and something must be done, that's what I want to do before it is too late.