Hi Debbie Life really is a tough business, but GOD helps those who help themselves and he has blessed me with sobriety and all of you who have reached out to me. ADHD has been a challenge along with finding the right combination of herbs and amino acids that make daily life tolerable. I still sink into that dark hole of depression and self pity occasionally but it doesn't last near as long as it used too, and its not as intense as used to be. Just finding BellaOnline and knowing that there really are people who understand and care is a huge relief and a tremendous help.