After I woke up from that dream I was (still am) afraid that it was a premonition that my parents will not go on their small vacation, I hope it's not that and just a reflection of my current situation! I had a few hours today where I was completely alone in the house (my dad was somewhere getting some of our wood for this winter and my mom was working outside but i did not hear her) that little quiet time was very relaxing and I am at peace since then so now I know that this little four days alone will help me greatly.

I'm glad that your dreams are fun for you even if you do not recall them.