I told an old friend of mine that when my parents would be gone on their little vacation that I would call her (i told her by email but i could see her and she could see me like we were at the same place) but when I woke up alone in the house or a little before my parents left I thought it was a bad idea because I want to be completely alone during that time so I was trying to find excuses to be hang up after talking to her a while. The morning I woke up alone (before or after i was trying to find the excuse...cant remember) I went to see my emails and I was suspended so I found another email address and during that day I was not able to enter this email address anymore, I was freaking out over this.
