I forgot to mention that the other night, I dreamt of this forum. I saw Nancy's posts with pictures of beautiful flowers. I felt very thankful for your thoughtful, honest and open posts here, Nancy. They are encouraging others to read and feel prepared to contribute, like the blossoming of flowers.
Last night, I slept so deeply that I can't recall details of my dreams. I often dream about one of my sisters who is going through a difficult time right now...and I can't help her. This is her path and she is resistant to change.