loongdragon, You have a very powerful name, I think you have a lot of strenght in you that will lead you for the best. Even though I love to dream so much, there was a period in my life when pills were the only answer. Then I found something better: meditation. I understand your need for soothing dreams and restful sleep. I hope you get them as much as often. You can try listening to master zhi gang sha's singing on youtube before going to bed. I myself like to listen to angel meditations and use prayer. I know that you've probably tried a lot of things till now and I wish you that you too find your healing answer. golden feather