Thank you, Lori. This is pretty powerful stuff. And I did notice in my dream that there was nobody in the room where I heard the heavy breathing. The sound had stopped once we entered the room.
Actually I have thought about writing a book about my relationship with my boyfriend, but I am not sure how far into it I want to go after his passing. Probably some of the grieving part but also how the lessons I learned from him helped me to heal and improve my life. It is not a definite project, but I think of it now and then.
I am indeed ready for some changes, but slowly. I feel like I am starting to turn a corner but I can't just blitz through it. The pain is sometimes still very fresh, and I know that while in the grieving process you can do better for days or weeks, and then it all comes back like it never left. That has happened to me a few times, but the intensity for the most part is toning down. Everyone has their own timeframe for grief and it is important to feel the emotions in order to deal with them and release them. I still have my tough moments here and there....
I am deep in my spiritual learning and development right now. A lot of it is unchartered territory for me so I may indeed be afraid of growing and changing. I do know I have to go on and move on at some point though, so I am taking baby steps and feeling my way a little at a time. It is all I can do at the moment but at least I know I want to move in the right direction. I know my boyfriend would want me to live life fully and to be happy. That is my goal.
Thank you so much, Lori. I appreciate the time you have taken to interpret these dreams for me. It is very helpful in understanding myself right now.
Much peace and love to you, dear Sister.....
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