Nancy, it is awesome that you recall your dreams so clearly. In your first, it seems that someone (or some people) in your waking life is affecting your image, power or your ability to earn a living. And you are unhappy about that no matter how they might try to placate you.
Dreaming that you are a spy indicates that you don't trust certain people in your waking life and you may be more involved in their business than you should be. You fear being betrayed and are willing to confront your potential betrayers. It makes you very angry.
