Thank YOU, Yvonnie, for your take on my dreams. I felt that I knew what they meant but to hear your insight gives me an even better perspective. In fact, you saw a few things that I did not and in retrospect, I see you are most correct.
I do understand that life--my life--is to be lived only for the highest good. And finally, I do feel worthy. It's been such a long road to get where I am, to not live for the approval of others, to not cower before those who judge me. The worldly world judges by outward appearance, and I am not in that contest.